A message to Life..
Trust..and..surrender..
.. its about time to give in.
To let go.
To let you dear life have your way.
you won't break me! You have nothing to break!
No reason to fear anything any more.
My constant fear.. to be broken down by you .. by love..by death..it's all over now, for I had met death before actually dying.
All along I kept holding my head hight against all odds.
Now, I will trust you more...
I'll surrender...
no more wish or ability to hold in hand any thread of my life, not even my diet or sleep, nor my breathing..
Just let you flow as you meant to go.. to be and work your miracles through me.
Okay dear life, have your way..you are the master.. you are the power..
Nothing big or small matters any more..
no phantom love, no super beings..no soulmates..no insane dreams..just nothing matter you can take away or break in me.
only those little million things,
unseen things...that make friendship,
that remain and work themselves out..
and put a smile on the face of the universe.
And, dear life ..
permit me to cry once in a while,
when your twists and turns bring along some unexpected pain.
That's all what I expect from you,
that's all what I have left to give
in sympathy ..
a drop of tear or two !
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fatenah, Jeddah 6/2/2016
